I was given an answer to a question I had been pondering, on and off for nearly 3 years, and tonight... I found it.
I never thought I'd be able to relate, or understand, but sometimes, for some reason or another, you are put into a situation, that may not be your cup of tea, and the most we can hope for is to get out relatively unscathed.
Im not saying life is peachy keen, by all means it isn't! But at least that something that has been nagging at the back of my brain every once in awhile...the mystery of it... is solved. Oh happy day! errr night!
Your ugly, but that intrigues me...
I also in league with no internet have given up television... however I am managing to keep up with LOST and jeebus it's crazy as ever YAY! No worries no spoilers here!
So I'll have my internet back at the end of March or beginning of April so hopefully ill update a bit better then.
Ciao!
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content - Music:Ingrid Michealson: Overboard
I'm going to do a little clean up of my friends page... some of you i never talk to... sorry to say...nothing personal it's just not working out... I'm going to add some new friends and get rid of a few old. (if i've posted or youve posted in the last month no worries, or if i know you in person) Also going to get rid of some comms so if you do want to remain friends and have just been busy just comment
Ciao
Since the day after Thanksgiving, I have lost 5 people in my life... really 6 but 5 permanently. My grandma died on 11/26 and since then 4 people (family and friends) have followed suit. Most recently Josh a friend of mine passed away... a week or so ago now... he was only 22. Life was always hard for him... he was constantly in and out of the hospital... he was always brave and looking at the bright side of things... I wish i could have his faith, and inner strength. This for me is a time of growth... I know a great change is ahead I don;t know if its for better or worse, but I need to change. Part of me wants to run screaming and crying from this mess and not deal with it... but i fear I will keep losing people until I find what it is I need to find. Maybe this just a freak happening that all these people are dying around me? But maybe it isn't. I;m so overwhelmed, and I need someone to lean on but the very person i thought i had is gone... maybe it's time for me to stand on my own wholly and completely.
Mat and I are over, and I'm also looking for another place to live... which is proving difficult because the girl who is in line to be my roomate seems to want it to be soully up to me to procure a place.
Life has shit in my cereal i suppose.
But some random stranger told me good things are going to come my way maybe thats the case.
I'm having some trouble...apparently my posts aren't showing up on my friend's lists... so If you can see this pleeeease let me know... other wise I have to ask LJ wtf is going on!
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cranky
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complacent
So I ran across this site on celebrities that are my height lol
1. Alyson Hannigan
2. Carmen Electra
3. Drew Barrymore
4. J K Rowling
5. Janet Jackson
6.Marisa Tomei
7. Michelle Pfieffer
8. Kelly Ripa
9. Keri Russell
10. Jane Seymour
You know whats wierd. Mat is the same height as John Cusack (my fav celeb) and I'm the same as Alyson Hannigan (Mat's fav celeb) how cute!!!
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sick
1. YOUR ROCKSTAR NAME: (first pet and current street)
Woober Whitmore
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your mothers side and Fav Fruit)
Elsie Lemon(ugh)
3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name followed by
"izzle", first two or three letters of your last name followed by
"dizzle")
L-izzle Car-dizzle
4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Green Tiger
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name- last 3
letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name
repeated twice)
Carrry TigTig (hehe)
6. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your grandmother's maiden name spelled backward)
Tenom Sirrom
7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile you drive)
The Green Focus
8. PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet, first street you lived on.)
Woober Lorton (oookk)
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bored
This journal is new and I love when I get to know people... Then I get interested in thier lives as well as they in mine... so if you would like to please fill this out in the comment section!!! Thanks!
PLEASE READ!!!!!!
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
Anything you want to add please do so
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calm
1) Do you like your birth-name? Why?
Yes. It fits me, or maybe I fit it... but it's a pretty name.
2) If you could change your name to anything else, what would it be?
Aurora
3) What names would you consider giving your children?
Girls: Aurora, Lola, Siobhan, Jordan
Boys: Liam, Jack, Riley, Seth
4) If you had a band, what would you name it, and why?
The Lame-o's (cause we'd suck)
5) Is there a name that you completely hate? Why?
Not really... but I dont like super plain names... nothing wrong with them... I just find it annoying when I know 6 people of the same name
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artistic - Music:Elvis Costello: Alison
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chipper - Music:nothing
Anyway. Saturday Night we went to Pop Roxx... I had a really good time. The music was good. They play Thriller!!! But some guy licked my neck and then Mats... we just stared at each other then rushed off the dance floor hahaha No Menage a Trois for us kids!
The guy was kinda hott though lol
Yesterday was... mediocre I suppose.
Dad wanted to go to a Ukelele Festival... I wanted to hang out with him so I went, so did Mat.
It was a beautiful day though and Mat got a free Hawaiian shirt lol... its kinda cute.
It got me thinking though... I have a Luau Murder Mystery Game (like real life clue)
For my Birthday my dad said he'd switch houses with me and I could throw a Luau Party at his house in July. However I don't want to do it if only like 5 people can make it!!!!
There are 8 characters for the Lethal Luau game... So I would love to do it... but I need to get people that can make it and are into it.
Problem... I know WAYYYYY more guys than girls.... That might be a problem
But maybe not
Last time I tried to throw one...way too many people wanted to do it and I can only have 8 people... really 7 because I'm a character. Maybe it being in Fairfield will cut down the RSVP list... or cut it down wayyy too much.
Anyway I'm thinking about it....
I also want to go camping/river rafting...whether its for my bday or just for shits and giggles...
If you are thinking of going or think you might be able to comment here
I would most likely be on a Friday.. July 7th and then maybe camping/river rafting on the 8th and 9th
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contemplative - Music:Nothing
microcosm \MY-kruh-koz-uhm\, noun:
1. A little world. Hence, man or human nature as a supposed epitome of the world or universe (compare macrocosm).
2. A smaller, representative system having analogies to a larger system.
The monarch and his followers thought of the court as a microcosm of how the kingdom ought to be, the harmonious expression of a social order centred on the monarch.
-- John Brewer, The Pleasures of the Imagination
| You Have Low Self Esteem 68% of the Time |
![]() You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not. You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar. |
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content
I just thought I'd post it. See what people think. (Last time I posted a story no one read it so I'm not really expecting much)
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creative - Music:Final Fantasy Music
